Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Believe

I am staying at my Dad's & Debbie's right now and they are on their way to get me. I had been staying with Mom and Dick before that.

I've been sick and in and out of the chemo room for fluids - meaning I was deydrated twice, and probably am now. I just have no appetitie and don't want to eat.

I have to go this Friday, Jan. 5 for an MRI of the brain and thorasic spine. I really don't like scans. They always seem to find something. They alsways say, "but if we do, we catch it early". I say, "yea, yea, yea,' you lay there on that table wondering what they are seeing and having to wait another week for the results - when most of the results in the past have shown a spot here or here or there. Can you tell, I'm a little nervous and a little frustrated?

1. Pray for my attitude: "Like apples of gold in settings of silver is a word spoken in right circumstances." Proverbs 25:11

2. Pray my scans come back clear :"Whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive." Matt. 21:22

3. Pray my appetitie will come back and the doctor's will figure out what is going on there: "in hope against hope he believed, . . "Romans 4:18

Always remember my story I have claimed lately, that is found in 2 Chronicles. Where God tells Jehoshaphat to stand his ground. That he's not doing the fighting, God is. The next morning they stood there and watched as God fought the battle and won!

4. Pray I'll have the strength to stand still and let God fight the battle for me - I'm tired and I can't do it myself anymore.

Thanks for continuing to send me the Vision so I can keep up with what is going on on campus. I wish I could be down there so bad. I have since the first day it happened. Maybe soon.

Talk to everyone soon.

Much love and blessings,

Kim :)

Matt. 19:26